stupid and reckless...

gcsfavevilqueen @ 2008-09-10T17:18:00

2008-09-11T00:21:23Z

i love not having school, it's wonderful.
i had an interview with zumiez today, i am potential for first assistant manager which would be a step up from what i am now at pacsun. idk though cuz i'm about to start subbing so idk what to dooooo. i don't wanna start a new job just to quit in less than a month, i should just stick it out at pacsun. but whatever.

gcsfavevilqueen @ 2008-09-02T16:01:00

2008-09-02T23:03:50Z

my stupid fucking school gave me the wrong verification shit so now i have to wait to get my fucking substituting permit. i need to get away from fucking pacsun. stupid fucking store.

gcsfavevilqueen @ 2008-08-27T11:28:00

2008-08-27T18:29:02Z

so i passed my cbest. even though louden didn't let me sleep the night before. i think him and his pencils gave me good luck lol.
so now all i need is my fingerprinting then i can start substituting!!
then i can get away from that damn store!

gcsfavevilqueen @ 2008-08-06T08:50:00

2008-08-06T15:54:42Z

school can't finish soon enough. four and a quarter more weeks! i think i like my genocide professor. he's from the south and he's just so happy and excited. he's a cutie.

i have my cbest this saturday, wish me luck. then i can start subbing as soon as i get my results. hopefully anyway.

saturday is also carla's going away party. pac of love two? either way i'm dressing skanky hahaha.

i'm so sleepy i wish school was over. i'm definitly playing hooky in at least one class today. or maybe for half of two classes.

gcsfavevilqueen @ 2008-07-12T17:42:00

2008-07-13T00:42:12Z

i'm so nervous.
waaay excited.
but ridiculously nervous.
i haven't eaten really since thursday.
my stomach is going crazy from the nerves.

graduation.

2008-06-22T15:35:16Z

so i just graduated.
though technically i still have summer school to do.
anyway,
i've wanted an omega for about 6-7 years now.
my parents always said they'd give me one when i graduate.
considering it's a two thousand dollar watch,
i definitely did not expect it.
but i got one.
the exact one i've wanted for seven years.
i'm amazed.
and also i got tickets to the good charlotte concert.
woooooo!!!
my omega:

my boys after the pool:

familia at grad:

opening gc and omega:

oh yeah and i changed my hair:).

just sad.

2008-06-06T21:00:10Z

poor boys:(.
i still love you, evgeni.

don't cry, baby:(.

gcsfavevilqueen @ 2008-05-13T20:33:00

2008-05-14T03:36:05Z

i've just decided that i'm also in love with Evgeni Malkin. i may have to abandon my devils to focus solely on the penguins. idk if my love for zach parise alone can withstand my love for both evgeni malking AND sidney crosby. yeah yeah i know i know it's the team not the players' hottness. and that's why i can't abandon the devils, martin brodeur is the ultimate player in the league right now. well, michele has three teams, i think i can have two right? but the devils are number one even though i'm obsessing over the pens right now. it's only cuz the pens are still in the playoffs. ANDDDD they're gonna take the stanley cup. i love evgeni malkinnnnnnnnnnnnn hahaha

oh yeah and good charlotte at viejas on july 20th! i'm so ridiculously excited. i know i know i'm probably the only one that still likes gc but whatever i don't care i love them and i'm gonna be there in the front row! maybe i'll get to meet paris hilton haha

gcsfavevilqueen @ 2008-05-08T10:32:00

2008-05-08T17:39:29Z

i'm all anxious and idk why. i'm sitting in class and it's boring. maybe i'm anxious cuz i have a midterm later today. maybe because i'm excited for lunch with timoteo tomorrow. idk.

joshua totallyyyyy made my week last night. if this month keeps going the way it is, this might even end up being the highligh of the month. anyway, so i used to be in loooooooooveeee with joshua last year. and he's the biggest douche ever!! no exaggeration. he fucked with my head and almost got me fired from pacsun. luckily for me, timoteo loves me:). anyway, i wanted him sooooo bad and there was drama and now i think we're finally okay, like we're finally friends now. so yesterday i was wearing this spaghetti strap blouse but with a cardigan over it cuz i didn't like it without. but it was freakin' HOT in my store at work last night so i wanted to take it off but i waited til we closed and then i said: "there, it doesn't matter now, you already find me unattractive anyway" and he said something along the lines of 'yeah right' or 'shut up' or something like that, i dont quite remember. so then i said, "are you saying you don't think i'm ugly":D:D?? and joshua said "i don't think you're ugly"!!!! i was amazed. i think my self-esteem might finally improve a bit, all thanks to joshua. he then continued to say, however, that me calling myself ugly is "very unattractive" so i think i'll finally just listen to him and stop calling myself ugly. i'm not ugly. i mean i'm not pretty either but i'm not ugly. nor am i fat. not skinny but not fat, either:). i love joshua. haha. sometimes i wish we were bffs. i told him that yesterday and he laughed at me. but i think we are friends now. i may just even be his favorite coworker. if not, second only to carla, and i can live with that. i love joshua:)

thanksgivinggg

2007-11-16T20:58:32Z

is coming up:)

i don't think im
going home this weekend though:(
first weekend since i moved up:(
howeverrrrrr,
i will be going down
on wednesday
or maybe even monday or tuesday,
depends on school.

yayy.
i get to see my babyyyy.
both of them haha
james and kai.

i love louden:).

ughhhhhlkajv;lkew

2007-10-09T06:33:03Z

i should've known
nothing good
would come of it
but i still read.
ugh;alkjveka.
now im sad
and upset:(.
im worthless,
meaningless.

i love merse.

so i'm finallyyyy

2007-09-22T16:13:45Z

in san diego.
as of yesterday.

i'm excited:]

but sad because
i won't get to see
my love
jamesloudenmercer
every day like usual.
the longest we've gone
without seeing each other
is like two days.

now we're gonna be
going like two weeks:(.

but i love him
and i trust him
so i know
that all will be well:)

and when i graduate
i'll be making bank
and i'll support him
and we'll be happy:).

merse:]

2007-09-13T02:29:34Z

i love my boyfriend:].
it's been so long since i've
been able to say that.
almost three years, actually.

i get to stay at his house this weekend.
i'm excited:]

so after two years

2007-08-15T15:02:42Z

i finally have a boyfriend:]
after two whole years.
hehe yayyy

i like james:]

gcsfavevilqueen @ 2007-08-13T19:47:00

2007-08-14T02:48:13Z

i'm really excited.

i finally found a good guy for me:]
i like james:]

he actually takes me outtt
and calls/texts every day
and ahhh:]
i'm happy:]
i like james:]

gcsfavevilqueen @ 2007-04-02T17:54:00

2007-04-03T00:54:44Z

ugh.
dbags, dbags, dbags.

gcsfavevilqueen @ 2007-02-15T11:47:00

2007-02-15T19:49:03Z

so i finally went on like
my first technical real date
hahaha
like actually just two people
and the boy pays
and then hang out.
it was cute:]

and so for the first time
i actually spent
valentine's day
with a boy i like.

the last time i had
a boyfriend
during valentine's day,
he hadnt talked to me
that entire week
and he dumped me two days later.
yeah, way to go
douche.

but i'm happy now
even though this boy is
kinda a douchebag also
but he's soo cute
and soo my type
and i like him.

the end:]

gtownnn

2007-02-08T04:32:15Z

chocolatte713 (8:22:17 PM): we were even talkin bout u today
xkimmiexjo (8:22:26 PM): aww whatd you guys say
chocolatte713 (8:22:27 PM): r u gonna ever re-join the fold
chocolatte713 (8:23:03 PM): kristina arthurs was talking bout how u were so sweet and how u and her spent g-town day together
xkimmiexjo (8:23:21 PM): awww yeah haha
xkimmiexjo (8:23:27 PM): and with christian golden
xkimmiexjo (8:23:28 PM): hahahah
chocolatte713 (8:23:45 PM): and then i said i miss u...and then some kid said he didnt kno who u were and everyone at the table looked at him like he was dumb
xkimmiexjo (8:24:02 PM): lolll awwwwww

aww i miss asari:]

gcsfavevilqueen @ 2007-02-06T23:17:00

2007-02-07T07:18:06Z

teehee
i like a boy:]

..and maybe for once
he actually
likes me back..

maybeee??

gcsfavevilqueen @ 2007-02-02T21:27:00

2007-02-03T05:28:17Z

for the first time in a loooong time,
im genuinely happy
over a boy:]

omgyesss

2007-01-03T01:27:05Z

okay so i just got like the best news EVER:

1.13.07
san.diego.

...HANNAH EFFING MONTANA!!

omg im sooo excited like you have no idea.
lol

and im totally and completely in love with drake bell:]

god im such a loser

gcsfavevilqueen @ 2006-12-09T16:05:00

2006-12-10T00:05:06Z

haha RANDOM
okay so back at gtown,
the basketball players are gods to everyone.

and one of them
[unfortunately not one of the cute ones]
just facebooked me [kinda like myspace]
and keeps messaging me

hahahah
too bad i aint there no mo

yay

2006-12-09T23:36:06Z

yay i think im going back to work at pacsun.
im kinda excited.
i kinda didnt wanna go back there but i went today and saw some old loves:] *coughholtvillecough* but anyway yeah im excited.
random ~~people~~ person works there
but im excited to work with them too.
yay pacsun lol

[editxx]
im so bored
i just feel like rambling in here.
i miss ben zhang my favorite asian:] hehe
and pat brizzown my favorite harry potter look a like.

im so excited for random things.
work at pacsun
school in the spring
gc4 in march
hp5 in july
.. i know im such a loser
i just need to get my life together though
ima hot mess

eff law school,
i wanna danceeee.

okay yeahhh idk.
i need to stop eating..
and/or go to the gym more often..
this twice a week thing is gonna get me nowhere.
but like i said my life is in shambles so once everything gets fixed itll all work out.

i love josh duhamel.
i guess its all in the name.
josh:]
teeheehee

no moreee

2006-12-02T19:53:59Z

omg yesssssssss
my love joel and hilary duff broke the fuck up.
thank god.

gcsfavevilqueen @ 2006-12-01T20:46:00

2006-12-02T04:46:17Z

really though?